greenday .

i'm leaving the world for a while to live in the mountains of another city&state.
cue images of me behind a counter in a book store. just where i need to be .
sooo in turn i'll be neglecting you, dear blog, and myspace .
facebook & twitter i think i'll stay w| cause i neeeeed to talk to someone while i'm there & why not the people i love? myself & GOOD friends .
its weird... when i blog & twitter [or tweet] its not for other people... its for me.
so i can keep track of my feelings and days .

things i plan on accomplishing in the next weeks :
- starting at bookstore .
- chilling w| cousins x 1000 cause i misss theemmmssssss !!!
- beach x other fun things.
- ohkay i seriously need this for my sanity so i know i accomplish things :
one.make a giant mustache from black paint & whats that thingy called?? the white boards we use for projects and sh*t... i need one of those... like 1.50 at walgreens or whatever they have there...
-start my topsecretproject which i will complete by 1 enero dos mil diez.
only known to civilians and lower class lasers as....... pheonix arizona... or something else i cant really figure out what to call it bt when i do i'll write it down & post it .


alsoo, its like.... i've realized i only write when something bothers me... nights like last night... shook me i guess.... idk why. its like... why can't you just let me be over you?! not that you tried to stop me bt damn like... i didnt need to talk to you... for the longest.... and i felt so bad for not feeling bad that it was surreal... and i hated myself then you then us then nothing bc i remembered... and i fell asleep and i woke up ohkay. and i will wake up ohkay until... forever...