Saturday, July 11, 2009

bleeding lips repost

i bite my lip ; its what i do when i'm thinkinq or nervous -- or nervous and thinking. i try to be so strong .. and there's always one person who can just see past everything .. everywall you try to put upp .. or there's that person who you want to see past everything , but doesnt care enough to look . you go out of your way to make someone see you in a different light . and you get hurt . i know there is a method to your madness , but i'm afraid. theres only so much that you can pretend to hate someone so viciously . i pushed you away .. and you pushed back . its one of my many flaws . that along with the expectancy for you to get what i'm feeling everytime i feel it (which you do] ,
so i'll wait for someone to figure me out - someone who'll get that when i push them away i really just want them closer , not to be chased , just wanted - and spend another few years trying to find a friend

- oct.5.08

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